Paladin0

Couple Days ago, the reason I rarely log in because my PC is dead.  It constantly blue screen, freeze, and it restart itself.  Believe it or not, this is exactly like my previous PC (Alienware), same year and issue.  Like i said, I will NEVER buy Alienware

Hello, I know it's late to post that it's 2017, I'm here to tell you about my life and plan.

  It's the same old but on the bright side, I believe I am on the right direction.  I don't know where my life direct me, but I feel confidence about it.  About lack of posting, I rarely post my art hear because I felt it's no point for it.  I felt it will be the same result every time I posted it.  Although,  I do have some pics but will not post here due to lack of attention.  Instead, I post it else where.  

  Speaking of post on different site,  after I was on that site, I felt motivation more than here.  I understand this site has more members than the other art site, but here is nothing to me.  No matter how much I put some effort to it, it still the same result.  

Overall, I felt "meh", it's the same.  It happens on every site.

PS-  I am working on two pics more serious because it's been requested as commission.

Hey viewers,

Sorry for never been active because I have important project for connection

I am currently working on my cosplay which took over 3 months because I have no sewing machine that I have to do it by hand.

The cosplay I am working on is Shay Patrick Cormac from AC Rogue

Once I finish it, I will go back to practice my artwork.

Wow, it's been for a while for not visiting DA.  Where can I start?

First of all, I am not dead.  Due to the real job, I have no time for drawing, although I do drawing during my break/lunch time.   Not just my job, I also went to gym almost everyday.  

        By the way, I did draw a lot during my free time, however, some of the pic can't I an unwilling to upload because of the result was always as usual.  So it's best for not upload unless it looks promising.

It's been for a while for not update journal.

I am having great time with my family during my birthday and I love them all.  I got plenty great stuff from them while I love them the most.   Now lets talk about the why I'm not motivate DA than used to be.

    I felt I have no use here since no body care about me anymore.  Back then, it was fantastic when I have good friends who are now watching me for support, but now no one came here and say hi to me, although only few friends did but not all of them.  About my art motivation, I do draw alot for practice.  I'm still carrying the sketch on my drawer, but some of them wiull putting on the other website instead DA because there no point to put it here.

    And about the anime fandom, that is Otaku,  I felt uncomfortable because now of these days, they rather enjoy watching what makes them feel pleasure than enjoying the storyline, I mean where are the fans who loves the story and plot?  Why most of the fan love the disturbing pictures now in these day.  I will explain more later, so stay tune