It's been for a while for not update journal.
I am having great time with my family during my birthday and I love them all. I got plenty great stuff from them while I love them the most. Now lets talk about the why I'm not motivate DA than used to be.
I felt I have no use here since no body care about me anymore. Back then, it was fantastic when I have good friends who are now watching me for support, but now no one came here and say hi to me, although only few friends did but not all of them. About my art motivation, I do draw alot for practice. I'm still carrying the sketch on my drawer, but some of them wiull putting on the other website instead DA because there no point to put it here.
And about the anime fandom, that is Otaku, I felt uncomfortable because now of these days, they rather enjoy watching what makes them feel pleasure than enjoying the storyline, I mean where are the fans who loves the story and plot? Why most of the fan love the disturbing pictures now in these day. I will explain more later, so stay tune